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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Oh HaPpY DaY!

Hehehe!Woke up at 10.30 am and then had breakfast(noodles) went out with my mum and Lisa(my flatmate)hehe!We went to city and did lots of "look see"haha!That means looking around.heheWent to the tea shop (Whittard). And then...Went to buy try a leather jacket at NEXT...soft material. Like it. But i still prefer to have the suede which is cheaper. Will get the leather in indo or somewhere else cheaper. Cos that leather jacket is 150 pounds!Imagine!ARGH!haha!Then I went to Leeds shopping centre to buy my suede jacket. It's 69.99 pounds.For winter!It is coming VERY VERY SOON!hehe!about S$210+...hehe!Very nice and soft material. The jacket is dark brown in colour. It has a zip in the centre and then loose buttons infront to cover the zip. The length is up to the knee. Then I bought a shoe. Clarks. It is brown gotta little leather in it.It cost 35 pounds!Well then my mum and I went home. Gonna have dinner now Spagethi...yummy!!!Eric called me but i was in the shower....kuku guy...told him to call in 5 mins didn't call me till now...What the hell!Nvm just wait for him to call. Hmm...I have to stop talking in singlish to everyone!CYA!After dinner it's time to get more work done!Lots of them!!!

Posted at Sunday, October 10, 2004 by miracle_me
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
My BiRtHdAy!

I am 19 TODAY!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted at Wednesday, September 29, 2004 by miracle_me
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Monday, September 27, 2004
AnOtHeR PoEm To ReFlEcT On!

I found this poem in Anna's Friendster intro and I find it very very cool!

So here it is!

Never say I love you

If you don't really care

Never talk of feelings

If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand

If you mean to break my heart

Never say forever

If you ever plan to part

Never look into my eyes

If you are telling me a lie

Never say hello

If you think you'll say goodbye

Never say that I'm THE one

If you dream of more than me

Never lock up my heart

If you don't have the key

Posted at Monday, September 27, 2004 by miracle_me
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Monday, September 20, 2004
My BiRtHdAy!

My Birhday is in 9 days!

Posted at Monday, September 20, 2004 by miracle_me
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
aLmOsT GoT RoBbEd!

OMG!Today me and my mum went to Sentinel Towers, one of the university accommodation. It's the accommodation that I was going to stay! I didn't know that it is sooooooooo far! Before that, we went to Morrisson (a supermarket) then we bought stuff to bring to my new house. To our surprise, the room was dirty, the shower was leaking, the paint in the toilet came off and then it's damp (The toilet is very undesirable!), the toilet door can't close tight and there was a burn hole in the carpet. OMG! Just terrrible and the price is high!!! Then we brought out stuff back and we took a bus which broke down when we just went up. So we took another bus which is going to the bus station. We thought that the bus will go into the bus station. But it just passed by it. And the bus driver didn't tell us! Then we thought that it will turn one round and go into the bus station. But it went further! So I asked the bus driver and we just stopped. When we got down, there is an old man who helped us. He brought us to the bus stop and waited for the bus together with us. He told us that he was in the army before.He told us that the place we are in is called Harehills. It is a VERY dangerous area! I heard my teacher told me some places which are dangerous in Leeds. There were 4 men in the bus stop who kept staring at us. It was so scary. The old man warned them not to touch us and if anything happen, he asked us to tell the bus driver. Then our bus (to the bus station) came they followed us up. And 1 of them sat behind my mum and he stared at me. I don't dare to look at the others cos I don't want to know whether they are looking at me or not. Then after awhile the guy sitting behind my mum was not there already. Then we reached our stop. They ran to the front of the bus and wanted to get off as well. But they told the bus driver that they'll stop at the next stop. It was really scary man! I think they wanted to rob us. Then there was this lady who was in the bus stop with us wanted to accompany us to the bus station. But we are not going to the bus station. We are going back to my temporary accommodation at clarence dock. We ran all the way home and it was raining! I didn't even bother to open the umbrella cos i'm scared that they might follow us. The area that we are walking to is also dark so it's scary we have to keep looking back to see if there are any1 following us! It was the most horrible day! Thank You God that there were people to help us along the way! I'm so greatful to You! Then when we came back, we reported the stuff to my social assistant and then I request for a change in place man! I am certainly not going to stay in that place! It is horrible! I pray to God that I will get my original room that they've given to me. I chose Sentinel cos my room in Montague Burton was occupied till the 13 and I have to move out by Clarance Dock (temporary accommodation) by the 13th 10am. But I have class in the morn so i requested to move in on sunday. But my room was not going to be ready till the 15. So I had to move to Charles Morris (another accommodation) for the 2-3 days before I can go to Montague Burton. I didn't want the trouble so I took the Sentinel. Cos I have loads of luggages! Trouble bringing up and down the building. Later my whole body ache and have leg cramps too!I should have took that offer since Friday which was yesterday! Shouldn't have changed the place man!Nevermind!I am not going to stay at that place and I just hope that I can get a place nearer to the Uni. I'm going for a shower now! What a day! I hope that tmrw will be better! And I hope that I will get a place nearer to the Uni!I'll write in again! Need to bathe and chat in the kitchen with my frenz!:)

Posted at Sunday, September 12, 2004 by miracle_me
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
The University of Leeds!

Hey!I'm in Leeds!And i'm in The University of Leeds!hahaha!Uni has been fun!I'm currently doing the presessional course.Uni officially starts on the 27th of Sept.Hmm...presessional course is basically a course which help us with some skills like writing,reading,presenting and bla bla bla...We are introduced to the Uni and how to use the facilities around us. Everyday we start class at 9.30.I'm in group1 and there are 10 of us in a group. I made friends with 2 china girl and today an Indonesian boy came over to get to know me cos i'm the only person who can speak indo to him.hahaha!Aniwaiez...it's almost 10pm here.I need to sleep now man!Will update my blog again!:)

Posted at Wednesday, September 08, 2004 by miracle_me
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
A NeW BeGiNnInG

It's been ages since i've wrote an entry yeah???hahaha!Been very busy and lazy at times so didn't write...I'm going overseas on Wed 1st Sept 2004....1 more day! hahaha!I'llbe sittingThai airways,Terminal1 at 9.30 pm...I'm going to London! The flight will be from Singapore to Thailand(Bangkok) and then to London. Then from the airport my mum and I will be taking a coach up to Leeds.I'm gonna study in The University of Leeds!My Dad's previous University!The university that i've been dreaming of!!!I will study hard and I will not disappoint my Family esp my Dad and Mum. I'm gonna study computer science there.I hope that everything will be alright and I'll put all these into His hands and i'll pray for it!Hmm....so excited!!!I'm so sad to leave my frenz behind but lucky there's internet now!if not can't contact man!Write letter write till hand break then wait for so long then can receive!hahaha!Now I have webcam then can c me!so cool!I will mix with the right ppl. I'm alone there...so I MIGHT go astray but I will not! I will pray and think before I do anything!hmm....can't wait to meet my frenz in London and Jane&her fren Jun who r in Loughborough.It's 3 am now...gotta slp..tmrw need to go and pray for my Dad before I leave and lots of stuff to do...need to pack some of my stuff!Will write in again after I'm there!Ciao Singapore!I'll come back next year!:)

Love,
Madelaine

Posted at Tuesday, August 31, 2004 by miracle_me
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Friday, May 07, 2004
AcCuSeD!

Accused!
Out of nothing,
without knowing a thing.
Betray?
It occured to me,
though I've NEVER done it before.
I know the feeling,
it's hurting.
Heart Broken!
The way I'm feeling now.
Being accused by a friend,
whom I've trusted.
A friend that I thought is true.
I love peace and friends.
Why can't people understand that?
Why good things should be broken apart?
Cos the devil is jealous.
I hate fights, quarrels and disagreeing!
The devil loves it.
Only God knows,
what I've done.
No matter what I say,
nothing will change,
if people don't believe.
Not guilty of anything.
so worry nothing.
Just let it go.
The dark clouds will soon pass and the sun will shine again.
So just pray and leave it all to God.
~MaDeLaInE LaUw~

Posted at Friday, May 07, 2004 by miracle_me
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Monday, May 03, 2004
Harmony and Peace

I am unique,
in God's creation.
God has made me as i am.
As I am different,
from other people.
In Christ, all differences disappear.
And my love for others increased.
We'll dwell in harmony and peace.

Posted at Monday, May 03, 2004 by miracle_me
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My Untold Feelings!

He was cool at first,

thought he'll be the one
everything went ok
untill he went insane,
indespicable,unruly and sick.
He pained me!
I felt sick whenever I see him.
The feeling I can't erase.
Everytime I see him,
I feel like screaming,
as though I saw a ghost,terrified of hate and angered.
The wonderful dream was gone,
gone with the wind.
Nothing was left behind.
Shouldn't have known him.
It's just a DISASTER!
I shouldn't feel this way!
I pray to God and ask Him to guide me.
I got the answer.
But the pain is still there.
I tried to forget.
After i've forgiven him,
he'll appear to irritate me again.
Why???
He still have feelings for me,
but I don't!
I've told him thousands of times before,
there's just no return!
I was left hurt and distraught.
I won't let it happen again!
As a better day is ahead of me.
God is guiding me.
I'll be the head and not the tail.
The front and not the back.
I'll learn to forgive and forget.
Everything is possible with Him!
I believe in the promise.
And I'll stand true to Him!
I love You,Jesus!
Who died for my sins and gave me forgiveness.
Cleanse my guilt and shame on that cross.
If He can get through such a big obstacle, I can too!
~MaDeLaInE LauRiCe~

Posted at Monday, May 03, 2004 by miracle_me
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